Strength

"Lord! Give me strength to change the things I can change, give me courage to accept the things I cannot change, and grant me wisdom to know the difference.”

Something that i need to remember everyday, every minute.

There have been many things that i had not rectified earlier.
Not that i did not try.
Not that it would have been well received.

But i did not.

Some things could have been made easier.
By telling, by pouring out my troubles, by opening up to alot of people.

But i did not.

And so the present situation.

Its ok.
I learn to filter.

Filter the so called friends.
Filter the unneccessary nuggets of information.
Filter the gossip.
Filter the "tsk-tsking".
Filter the stares.
Filter the looks of disdain.

Its ok.
My heart and soul is free.

Free from mind forged manacles.
Free of guilt.
Free from the so-called friends who drain me.

For i have the love and support of those who see past all this.
And understand that even when they do not know exactly what's happening,
they have faith that i do as i speak,
trust that i make the right choices,
and believe me when i tell the story as it unfolds.

I love you and i thank you from the bottom of my heart. For being there. For being you:)

p.s if you have been given the add by me, you are my constant.
p.p.s just in case you did not know that.:)